My final deed

It hurts so bad
My heart is sad
I didn't leave in vain
I hope time will take the pain
I let it bleed

Cry, shout, sleep
I was not to keep
I know you were hurt
I pushed you into dirt
I will never forget what I did

Hate me, if you please
I did nothing but tease
I hate myself
I was the one who left
Can't you see?

My heart bleeds
Hopefully it leaves
You good memories
Time is one of best remedies
Don't cry when you read

I beg for your forgiveness
At least hate me less
I hate the fact
that strenght I lacked
This is my final deed

Love faded away
But live for today
I was like headless hen
But I hope I can be your friend
And now I will leave