Heaven is not better than everything else

Well here I was where ever this Here was! I smelled moist and fresh air. There was a drizzle. I still had no memories but I knew what Earth looked like, in fact for a second I thought that it's finally it! I opened my eyes and found that I wasn't lying on the ground but floating on a silver-white cloud. That's the place where I passed out the third time! When I was awoken, yes, I was awoken because there was something else there! After hell or what ever it was I couldn't feel any more pain so I stood up sitting. That was the moment I saw her! She had blood-red hair and her eyes seemed to change color every time she blinked her eyelashes. Well the long story shortly said: she was perfect! She took my hand and kissed it! It felt wonderful and that was nothing I had ever felt before. Orgasm was nothing compared to this! It seemed ages before she let go of my hand! I was too high to notice it and realized it when she opened her cherry-red lips and asked me to a walk. I was enchanted and I couldn't refuse. "Why shouldn't I ?" , I thought. We walked in a magnificent garden where flowers bloomed and blossomed, but all I saw on my way was her hair and that sweet smile. World around me was all foggy and out of focus. I couldn't tell how long we had walked but it seemed like forever. One moment we reached a small house or a hut where we spent the night. That was a magical time which seemed like forever as everything else had seemed before. We made love like I had never done before. You can imagine if one kiss was better than thousand orgasms then what the orgasm felt! I can't describe that feeling. it felt close to essence of love. I fell asleep and had the weirdest dream. Well I wasn't an expert on dreams because this one was the only one I could remember. I was back in the black floored Colosseum. In the center of the circle was HE. Dark me! He was hovering near the ground and looked very concentrated. His eyes were closed and the blood red markings had faded into his demonic skin. Suddenly I heard a voice which echoed in the sky, "What have you done!" , it shouted. "Why have you removed him from the path I had predicted for him? ANSWER ,SISTER!" I could sense the rage coming out of him. For a second the sky was silent. And then l heard something astonishing. "Silence, my brother. Soon I'll drink his blood and receive his powers. And there's nothing you can do about it" It was her voice! She who was so sweet and beautiful. I just couldn't withstand my own death sentence. I crept closer to the circle to get a closer look at the creature or what ever it was. He was flawless copy of me. He opened his eyes so quickly that I couldn't react. Voice echoed back from the walls "Don't be afraid I mean you no harm! As you can see we are similar outside. You are in the land of Chromos. This is one of many you must visit. As you heard my sister wants you for her own personal desires. I have seen your fate, it can't be changed back to normal yet." I was speechless. When I got my voice back I mumbled : " Who are you? What fate? Who am I? How did I get here? Wasn't I in bed with your sister?"
He laughed " So many questions! Well I am Kanos. And fate is actually just the future without interferences. You are the One Who Brings The Balance, Bringer of the Hope. You have thousands of names but most common of them is Shilc. You are not here actually. Your mind can exist in many places at once and travel distances with a second. Its capable to travel through space, time and realms. You are here because this is the only world or realm you know or remember. And yes you slept with my sister or so to speak. We Demons are all related to Lucifer The First One, The Cursed One. He was evil, but we are different. I for example am good, I give knowledge and power to those who seek it and are worthy to carry the responsibility which comes with it! But there are many who feed themselves on destruction and horror. Demon you slept with is called Krillen and rules the realm called Heaven. No that isn't The Heaven you think. It's just a name. Your time is running up! Don't ask how I know. Take this! This will protect you from the worst." Saying that he ripped one blood red tattoo or marking out from his body. When last of it was removed it turned into golden string. He placed it on my shoulder. It felt cold and relaxing. It melted on my skin. Forming same kind of tattoo as he had. Only black one. I sensed something new in my body. Something unexplored. He took his finger and placed on my forehead. As he did that I felt weak. I woke up. And saw something creeping onto me. It was a red headed female creature. Her body was covered with feathers and eyes were big and black. She had fanged mouth. And she was about to bite my neck! I pushed her back. And for one second I saw a mirage of a beautiful woman which could not fool me no more. Then I ran.