Fake

I'm a fake
Im left out from the cake
Cant you see my pain
I'm living in vain
riding on a flames of hell
Im running out of this realm
Vile creature who I've become
Can I change my fate
Can I change this?

Greed for more has pushed me over the edge
I seem unstoppable
All who I've ever cared for loved for
Have pushed me away
I hate my self
Me And I are at war
I step through hall
I stand in front of a door
Grabbing the handle is easy
Even opening the door
My world shakes I'm held in captive
By my self in my own head
I try to let my self free
I spread my wings and fly
What I left out there
was no longer part of me
It felt strange and angry
It screamed "You cannot leave me behind"
"You need me"
That second I flew through door´
I am one again
I've made peace with myself
I now ask you to forgive me

To Silvia And K2xu